2 months ago I was sitting in an airport, holding one suitcase with my laptop in it and another with my personal belongings and the things in my home that were dear to me.
As soon as 2022 arrived, I had been acutely feeling inside that “I could not go on that way anymore”. (Do you know that feeling?)
I more than adored my work and the beautiful space I had created for myself just the way I had envisioned it, I loved my small but close group of friends my soul felt at home with, my family (we have worked so hard together to achieve healthy and strong relationships), my passions which I would cultivate on a regular basis, and the gorgeous spots in nature close to my home that had become sacred for me.
And yet, I had always felt like the small, quiet and green town I grew up in was not my real home. Before the pandemic, I had my eyes set on a European metropolis. I was studying the language and I was getting ready for an opportunity to move there.
(There’s something about the size of such a city, its opportunities, its events, activities and diversity of people that always drew me in, calling me to have different kind of experiences in order to expand.)
But the 2 years of restrictions have shifted the landscape for many things and my plans did not come to fruition. Still, one thing continued to resound throughout my being: “you have to head to a big city”, “you have things to do”, “this is not your home”.
In the past, I would’ve normally panicked not knowing that “HOW”. How would I make this happen?
But because of all I’ve seen when it comes to manifesting my heart-felt desires, in my personal life (from my physical healing to my liberation from a life of constant fear, visiting breathtaking destinations, and unbelievable synchronicities in my work) as well as seeing my clients’ experiences of making the impossible possible –
I knew that what I needed to do was to regularly FEEL my desire in my heart and PUT MY TRUST in the process of life arranging the perfect circumstances in such a way that I would be able to live that reality. And when that inner nudge to say “YES” to that thing that resonated not in my mind, but in my solar plexus and heart center –
– to fly with it.
And through means I would have never been able to foresee, through a series of unexpected things that seemed to magically fall into place, I now live in the capital of my home country.
An impossible transition for “the 7-years-ago-me” in physical agony, suffering from agoraphobia, daily panic attacks and depression.
And so my dear, if there’s a desire you feel burning in your heart, rest assured that this proves you ALREADY HOLD the energetic blueprint of the manifestation of your desire.
Otherwise, you wouldn’t be able to feel desire in the first place. Your desire is showing up as the result of an already existent trajectory that’s been selected by your spirit.
Be willing to PUT YOUR TRUST in this phenomenon that is a Universal Law.
And then, all that’s left for you to do is to prepare emotionally and energetically so you can receive and have the actual reality of your desire, by saying “YES” when the time comes – that “YES” of your inner guidance, whispered in the depths of your stillness with clarity and strength.
With much love and support,
Adelina